Annoying things boys do

Let's talk about annoying things boys do

1. They sag their mother fucking pants! like what is that!!!!!! YOU AIN'T NO THUG

2. They complain about their fast metabolism in front of girls without one. If you're gonna do that I will punch you. Just shut up now.

3. They do that thing where they talk to you once and they say everything right so you fall like instantly for some reason! Like what? Teach me your mind tricks!

4. They say gross things all the time!!!! Stooppppppp I don't care about the perverted things you think about

5. They are always violent for no reason. Whaaaaa?

6. They get their man period and won't admit they are being pissy!

7. They ignore you around their friends thinking they look cool. News Flash you look like a douche

8. They just stop talking to you out of the blue right after calling you cute and shit. Assholes

9. They never think of cute shit to do on their own they always need help

10. Lastly they belch. Like I burp but they take it to another level of nasty.

Depression & Anxiety

So as most of you know I used to be suicidal and I still struggle with depression. Well I'm struggling right now and I don't really know what to do because there is no reason for it and that pisses me off like there is no reason! Like what the fuck!? I think it's partially because I've been feeling lonely even though I know that breaking up with my ex was the right thing to do still it doesn't mean I want to be alone. I'm sick of being the friend who helps guys get the girls they want when they are the guys I could want it's so frustrating! Like why do I have to want everyone else to be happy but I don't seem to want myself to be happy! I can't stand myself. I'm just kinda done trying. I'm done chasing after any guys if they want me come get me (but be gentlemen). I'm just done putting people who don't care about me ahead of myself.
Xoxo Megan

Family

I come from an averaged size family I have one sister and my two parents but on my moms side I have 4 cousins and 5 aunts and uncles. On my dads side I have 3 like "step cousins" and 2 real cousins and just 2 aunts and uncles. So it's not huge but it feels big when we are together. But I'm the youngest on my mom's side so I'm always treated like a baby and that kinda sucks but I deal with it. On my mom's side everyone is very critical and very obnoxious and it's hard for me to deal with but I love them and they're my family so whatever I guess... I have nothing to talk about so any suggestions email me at justyouraverageteengirl522@gmail.com please! 
Xoxo Megan

Winter Break

So winter break is just around the corner I only have to make it to friday and then I'm done! Unfortunately I have finals after break so I get to study all break and feel stressed weeeeeee! How about no. I have so many test and quizzes this week its unreal I've already taken 2 and I have a test in Algebra on Friday and a Physics quiz! why are my teachers trying to kill me!? My algebra teacher has given so much homework and when I was talking to this guy this is what he said about my teacher "She is trying to kill us she tests our endurance by this thing she calls "homework" then weeds out the failures. Next she makes the victors compete in the warfare of "finals" only one shall pass" Haha best thing ever! I almost died when he sent that to me. Well school still sucks!
Xoxo Megan

My Sister

So I have a sister only one and I'm pretty sure she thinks that she is the absolute center of the god forsaken universe. I love her I do but goddamn I cannot stand her! She is the biggest stereotype she's blonde, blue eyed, a sorority girl, a cheerleader. I can't stand it I'm nothing like her. Well the other day she backhanded me because I misted her with water my parents said nothing. It hurt like a son of a bitch and all I've wanted to do since is punch her in the face. If she was in my grade I would be no where near her ever. But she's my sister so I have to love her... I'm real sick of her "you're weird because you don't like to go out and be social" shit. I don't like to go out because of the huge amount of anxiety I have... Just because I'm not the same as you does not mean I am wrong. Fuck you if you think anyone is wrong because they are different. Well that's all for this time folks.
Xoxo Megan

Food

I AM SO GODDAMN HUNGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I BARELY FUCKING SLEPT LAST NIGHT!!!!!!!!! (pardon my language) Last night I couldn't sleep and I kept feeling freezing then sweating and I just can't. I don't think I slept for more than 3 minute intervals! I was falling asleep in spanish 3. I'm starving I wasn't hungry when I first got up so I didn't eat breakfast and now I'm in my school library eating candy.... It's not enough. Why am I not at home.... Sleeping. Sorry this post sucks.
Xoxo Megan

Drama

So let's talk some old drama of mine drama I don't have to really deal with but still drama. She was extremely selfish and all she seemed to care about was having a boyfriend. The beginning of sophomore year my friend Liz and her boyfriend had been broken up for a little while and they were friends but not really anyway, she claimed to be Liz's best friend was flirting with Liz's boyfriend like wtf girl code rule #1 the ex is always off limits!!! DUH! Then a few months later once she was over Liz's ex she started flirting with Austin (he and I had broken up for a while last year) I found out she was flirting with him the day I had left for vacation. She claimed to be my friend. At this point I was so sick of her shit so I was done being her friend. Well she didn't even stop she went on to do the same thing to my acquaintance Hannah? WHO THE HELL JUST GOES AROUND HITTING ON THEIR "BEST FRIEND'S" EX'S?!?!?! Needless to say we aren't really friends anymore. That doesn't mean that we are mean to her we are all in the same girl scout troop (not Hannah) so we are nice to her. That's my life
Xoxo Megan

Being Sick :(

Soooo I'm sick right now and yuck. I'm snotty and coughing and I feel like absolute shit. Like my life is kind of a shit storm right now... I think I'm going to stay home tomorrow because life... I'm so tired right now like how am I functioning... Sorry if this post totally sucks since I'm sick.. I don't understand how life happens like how do people actually function during times of sickness??? I don't know. That's all I have to say today. I'll post better soon
Xoxo Megan

Working Out...Oh God..

Working out. It's something we all do at some point in our lives and it usually sucks because we are usually out of shape and feeling fat and can barely do a mile on and treadmill... Well I've been working out since I was little but not like working out at a gym like doing sports I started gymnastics at age 2 and did it until I was 12. I did dance for a while and softball. I am still in volleyball but that's it now. Next year will be my 9th year doing volleyball. I work out at a gym now as well and I have a usual routine I run about a mile on an elliptical then walk a mile and a half on a treadmill then abs and last another mile on the elliptical. It's a good time. My wonderfully bratty boyfriend however will just show up and show me up as he works out.. He also has trouble gaining weight.... This why I randomly tell him to just get out. :) But I do love him but I have no issues gaining weight so he's a butt. Working out kind of suck because there are girls there with there make up done and cute clothes! WHY!!! Why the fuck do you need to look good when you're there to get sweaty! No point or the body builders who are there and I'm like dude you are done!!!! You are skinny and you have muscles so therefore I hate you. That's my gym rant!
xoxo Megan

My Exhausted Life and The Drama That Goes With It

Soooo I know I haven't posted in a while and I am very sorry I've been utterly exhausted because I think I'm getting sick and my anemia is killing me. This will not stop me from posting though! So let me tell you the story of yesterday. This will take a little bit of a back story... I have this friend Sarah and she is adorable, I love her I really do. A few days back she looks at me in english and says "your boyfriend I'd date him." this made me laugh so hard so I respond with "That's funny but he loves me sooooo yeah" she then says "that's just cause he hasn't met me yet" which I thought was sooo funny. The next day she went on his facebook then his brother's facebook then his brother's fiance's facebook and then his step mom's facebook... STALKER but it was still funny. Austin, my boyfriend, thought that this was funny but creepy considering he doesn't actually know Sarah. Well yesterday she says to me "You should give me Austin's number but not tell him it's me that'd be funny" I replied with "Yeah no Sarah that's where I draw the line." and she laughed it off. I thought she had dropped it but then at lunch I got a text from Austin saying "Sarah sent me 64 texts in less than 5 min" ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME!!! I had absolutely no idea where she got his number I didn't give it to her, I knew my friends who have Austin's number wouldn't give it to her I was pissed. So I texted Sarah "Sarah who the hell gave you Austin's number?" She tries to tell me she got it online when I know he doesn't have it on his facebook or anything. I found out she got it from one of my exfriends who got it out of my friends phone without him knowing. This exfriend is an EXfriend for a reason she's a total bitch who always tried to flirt with Austin in front of me and then tell me we were "so cute together". So now this bitch Ashley has Austin's number and I'm not happy because I thought I was done with all her shit... Turns out no, but I'll be fine if I have to I'll cut a bitch. Well that was yesterday for me. I promise I'll post more often.
xoxo Megan

Math class and all it's evilness

I'm a junior in High School and it pretty much sucks. I HATE a lot of people in my grade they are mostly slutty, stuck up, rich bitches, and they're all stupid. But that's beside the point. The point is that being a junior I am in algebra 2 and don't get me wrong I'm good at math and I like algebra and solving equations (I know I'm nerdy) but seriously my teacher is killing me!! She does an okay job at teaching but she is so boring and isn't always the best at explaining how you get certain answers. I sit in the back, and I don't do anything because I basically already know all this crap from algebra 1. This is all such bullshit I need her to not be so boring and actually teach! It's also the last period of the day so you have got to be more interesting if you expect anyone to actually pay attention. That's me ranting about math class.
xoxo Megan

The Homecoming Hangover

Homecoming takes a lot out of you and you get kind of "hangover" whether thats literally or just metaphorically. Some girls took it to the extreme and went out drinking and got busted but didn't written up. These people got totally shit faced even though over half of them are starting varsity athletes and could have cost their teams chances at state or staying undefeated or whatever. Word of advice don't be a dumbass if you feel the need to party and get drunk don't be in a sport because if you're in a sport it isn't just about you! It's about the whole team. I have no sympathy for these people who brought this totally upon themselves, they are stupid and I wish they had gotten written up and what not. On the other side of things there is the metaphorical side of the Homecoming Hangover which is the week after homecoming where all you want to do is sleep and be lazy. You have no motivation to do anything. That is me right now I have no motivation. I slept so well last night! I just want to curl up and go back to sleep. That's the Homecoming Hangover.
xoxo Megan

Sports

Let's talk about sports. I love watching football and hockey those are my boy sports to watch. I play volleyball and love it. What I don't love are people who are annoying about sports. Like the people who are like my team is the best team and your team is awful. I'm from Chicago so I like the bears, the black hawks, and the cubs. I can't stand the boys who are like girls aren't allowed to like sports like shut the fuck up who cares if you're a girl and you like sports like sports! If anything I think that you should want to befriend or date a girl who likes sport because they'll probably be down to just hangout and watch the game. Also like the team from where you are from or close to where you are from because if you are a fan of a team just because they are good i might have to punch you in the face. Well that's my sports rant.
xoxo Megan