Struggling

The past few months have been really hard for me, I have had an extremely hard time even just getting out of bed. I've felt so alone even though I'm not even close to being alone, I have so many friends who genuinely care about me I'm so lucky. I'm just trying to figure out what I want, and I have no idea how to do that. I'm just a kid but I feel like I should have everything figured out, but I don't! I had my first kiss recently I'm not talking to the guy anymore but he was really nice so I don't regret it. Something just keeps stopping me from being with anyone and I don't really know why, it's like the minute it gets serious I freak and run away. So I'm not really sure what I'm doing right now but I guess we'll have to figure it out... Thanks for listening.
Xoxo Megan

Annoying things boys do

Let's talk about annoying things boys do

1. They sag their mother fucking pants! like what is that!!!!!! YOU AIN'T NO THUG

2. They complain about their fast metabolism in front of girls without one. If you're gonna do that I will punch you. Just shut up now.

3. They do that thing where they talk to you once and they say everything right so you fall like instantly for some reason! Like what? Teach me your mind tricks!

4. They say gross things all the time!!!! Stooppppppp I don't care about the perverted things you think about

5. They are always violent for no reason. Whaaaaa?

6. They get their man period and won't admit they are being pissy!

7. They ignore you around their friends thinking they look cool. News Flash you look like a douche

8. They just stop talking to you out of the blue right after calling you cute and shit. Assholes

9. They never think of cute shit to do on their own they always need help

10. Lastly they belch. Like I burp but they take it to another level of nasty.