Friendship

Ok so let's discuss friendship and the drama that goes with it. I have had my trust betrayed too many times to count. I had a friend let's call her.. Anna (not her actual name) So Anna and I were friends my freshman year and she betrayed my trust then by talking shit about the relationship at the time. So I stopped being friends with her.. Fast forward to the end of my sophomore early junior year, Anna and I are friends again and I feel that she has changed. So we are close and I tell her my secrets only to find out she's been telling all my secrets to another girl let's call her Amanda. So Anna and Amanda are off gossiping about me and all my other friends. When we stopped telling her things she kept going on about how she wanted us to trust her and how she would never want to betray our trust, but what did she always do? BETRAY OUR TRUST! So now I'm not friends with her and I bet she's probably talking shit about me to everyone who will listen... But get this I found out from one of my friends that over the summer when Anna & I were supposedly friends that when my friend told her I was talking to some guy he started cry and said that I'm "way less attractive then her so why should I get to talk to guys" so yeah when we were friends she called me ugly and said I didn't deserve to talk to guys... Classy. Funny considering never putting yourself out there means you probably won't talk to many guys just saying...

Drama

So let's talk some old drama of mine drama I don't have to really deal with but still drama. She was extremely selfish and all she seemed to care about was having a boyfriend. The beginning of sophomore year my friend Liz and her boyfriend had been broken up for a little while and they were friends but not really anyway, she claimed to be Liz's best friend was flirting with Liz's boyfriend like wtf girl code rule #1 the ex is always off limits!!! DUH! Then a few months later once she was over Liz's ex she started flirting with Austin (he and I had broken up for a while last year) I found out she was flirting with him the day I had left for vacation. She claimed to be my friend. At this point I was so sick of her shit so I was done being her friend. Well she didn't even stop she went on to do the same thing to my acquaintance Hannah? WHO THE HELL JUST GOES AROUND HITTING ON THEIR "BEST FRIEND'S" EX'S?!?!?! Needless to say we aren't really friends anymore. That doesn't mean that we are mean to her we are all in the same girl scout troop (not Hannah) so we are nice to her. That's my life
Xoxo Megan

My Family Plan & my current job

I work at an at home daycare and I love it. The kids are all so sweet and they love me so much! I love that I'm excited to go to work, and that I don't dread my job.  All I've wanted since I was little like kindergarten is to be a mom. When I was in kindergarten I told my mo that I wanted to have 100 babies and when she told me I couldn't that it wasn't possible I said "that's ok mommy I'll start now!" I was 5 years old and wanted to have 100 babies! As elementary school progressed I brought that number down to 12 and that number stuck for awhile. In middle school it went down to 6 and that number stuck all through middle school it was a good number 3 girls 3 boys that's what I wanted. I never really thought of names like some girls though. Some girls have names and how apart the kids will be, but I'm not like that. I have one name picked out I will be naming my first daughter Quinn Elizabeth after Quinn from my earlier post.  Now I'm a junior in high school and I want 4 kids and I think that's where it will stay because I only have one sister and I hate it I mean I love my sister but I wish I had more siblings. I hope to have 2 boys and 2 girls and I hope I will be making enough money to adopt 2 kids. That's my family plan. If it wasn't obvious my plan also includes a husband I really don't plan on doing all that on my own.
xoxo Megan